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This made my day

*yawns*  I've been hanging out at my friend Rhiannon's place for the last two days.  Last night was bizarre... but fun. ^_^
I drug out her set of tarot cards that look just like Shauna's old set did.  That was fun.  The Hermit showed up in all four spreads that I did for myself.  That card is special to me anyway, and not just because of Led Zeppelin. ^_^  Something about it being the healer's card makes it fascinating to me...

and I ate birthday cake icecream.  Yummm...

Today is Moritz's birthday.  Happy birthday Moritz.

My scarab bracelet came in and it is beautiful.  Gorgeous.  Blah blah blah.

I'm really tired and have nothing interesting to say...

Ooh wait, I do... some bum came into my office asking for money.  I gave him my last 50 cents.  Is it bad that now I wish I could have it back because I'm hungry?
o_0  It's a weird world.

But who's to say he's the lion?

Anyway, this week has been dull so far.  I've been rather tired, but I think I did well on my Cal 2 quiz this morning.  Test Wednesday... and I probably won't make it to class Thursday due to a complicated life, but I'm not complaining.
I saw Steven and found out that Kelcie and he are here in the 'ham for the summer.  Intelligent life does still exist here...
and seeing Joel Wolfe around campus is bizarre... 0_o  He's one of those people that you just never expect to run into, and BOOM he's everywhere.   ._.

I'm down to a half a tank of gas, and it is only Monday night.  -crosses fingers- I hope it lasts the week. 0_0

Speaking of finances, things are finally fully balanced out.  I was worried that I would overdraw, but I managed to make things work. ^_^
Of course, I have to eat nothing but sandwiches for the rest of the week, and then I'm spending my paycheck paying bills, but that's all good.  I'm not going into debt, and that is all that matters.

As big as Birmingham is, there is absolutely nothing to do here.  NOTHING.  Not that it is a huge problem during the week, because I am so tired once I get home I don't care to do anything, but the weekends are a real drag.

Well, I thought I'd have something to talk about.  I don't really.  
Oh, I think I have forgotten to mention:  Sammy will be my cat soon. ^_^  Yayses for companionship.
He'll probably hate me and think I've kidnapped him for the first month or so... then again, as long as I feed him, he may not care...

Oh, reread Eclipse yesterday... still not sure what I see in it.  I mean, come on, vampires that SPARKLE???  Even BUFFY was better than that...

Thanks mom, for that wonderfully bizarre quote...

Things are going well here... I think I upset my preacher by not going to his house last night (the excuse I gave was I needed to do my laundry).  My real reason was I was throwing up and dizzy from what felt like dehydration.  But I didn't want to worry the people I was staying with... so now instead I get my preacher angry with me?  Oh well, he'll have to practice that most annoying virtue he preaches: forgiveness.
:P

Thinking about trying to get a singing together for the college kids here at the Robinsons' Sunday after next... need to talk to them before I start planning, though.

My newest project: the songbook... it's smoothly riding along.  Right now I'm trying to come up with something for Hebrews 13:17... I think that's the right verse anyway.  I just hope it's good enough to get published. 0_0

I'm officially a member of the Vestavia church of Christ as of this morning.  My nickname here is Larabeth.  0_o  Weird how the world works. ^_^

Anyway, hope everyone is doing well... back to my composing!!!!
^_^ 

Old news
We're so broken hearted
And everytime I try to say your name would fade
Well even heroes have their heroes
Sure would hope you'd come around
I miss you

Let's be witty, let's be tragic
Let's be hopeless romantics
Sing a song about the hearts
We've loved and yearned for
Well I'm not trying to win you over
Yet explain why my heart's sober

'Cause everyone just wants to be the wanted
and everyone gets caught if they're not cautious
I'm tired of this game we play
where all the rules can break so easily
You got me

Old news
Heard about your troubles
And you were stuck, said one friend of a friend
What I'm missing most
Is your persistent course
Of who you were before you
turned around and left me

'Cause I'm sober now
A life already dead but living somehow
Well I'm sending out an S.O.S.
And you're distressed
So come home

So I skipped the second day of classes to come home and walk the dogs.  It had to be done.  I have to walk them again tomorrow and Thursday, but tomorrow it can be done rather quickly and then again that evening.  Today I won't be back to walk the dogs until nine or so.

I have a new project.  I have decided to write church songs, use a bible verse as the first verse, make the second verse the transliterated greek, and then show the actual koine on the opposite page.
Estimated time of completion: two years.

Work starts again at 2 for me, so I need to leave around 1:30.  I has an hour, what will I do wif it?????
-shrug-  Probably sleep and then eat something before heading back.

It's so hot here.  Ugggh.  I have to walk 15 minutes in this direction to get here, 15 in that to get there, 20 in that to make the doggies happy, and now my scrubs are completely soaked again.

I am going to Rhiannon's again this evening after classes.  Fun times.

I'll update once I get back.
Ciao~

Bad news.  Amazing musical artist Bo Diddley died today of heart failure.
Somehow it makes me more sad than usual...
-sigh-

"I walk 47 miles of barbed wire,
I use a cobra-snake for a necktie,
I got a brand new house on the roadside,
Made from rattlesnake hide,
I got a brand new chimney made on top,
Made out of a human skull,
Now come on take a walk with me, arlene,
And tell me, who do you love? 

Tombstone hand and a graveyard mine,
Just 22 and I dont mind dying.

I rode around the town, use a rattlesnake whip,
Take it easy arlene, dont give me no lip,

Night was dark, but the sky was blue,
Down the alley, the ice-wagon flew,
Heard a bump, and somebody screamed,
You should have heard just what I seen.

Arlene took me by my hand,
And she said ooowee bo, you know I understand.

Who do you love? "

 Today I had kind of an off day.  I woke up late, couldn't find where I was supposed to be this morning for work, I didn't get lunch at a decent hour, got yelled at by an angry nurse, and almost passed out on the way to the car (mainly because I forgot to take crackers today).

On the other hand, I had sweet tea at lunch, the cleaning lady actually came and took out the trash in my office (that never happens), I wore my new scrubs and got compliments, and I actually was able to understand what all was going on in my Calculus class.

Things even out.

Actually, overall I probably came out on top.
I felt pretty for once.  Those scrubs make me look skinny and they make my skin look less icky.  ^_^

How many of you people out there
Been hurt in some kind of love affair
And how many times do you swear that you'll never love again?

How many lonely, sleepless nights
How many lies, how many fights
And why would you want to put yourself through all that again?

Love is pain, I hear you say
Love has a cruel and bitter way
Of paying you back for all the faith you ever had in your brain

How could it be that what you need the most
Can leave you feeling just like a ghost?
You never want to feel so sad and lost again

One day you could be looking
Through an old book in rainy weather
You see a picture of her smiling at you
When you were still together
You could be walking down the street
And who should you chance to meet
But that same old smile that youve been thinking of all day

You can turn the clock to zero, honey
I'll sell the stock, well spend all the money
We're starting up a brand new day

Turn the clock all the way back
I wonder if she'll take me back
I'm thinking in a brand new way

Turn the clock to zero, sister
You'll never know how much I missed her
Starting up a brand new day

Turn the clock to zero, boss
The rivers wide, we'll swim across
Started up a brand new day...

Im the rhythm in your tune
Im the sun and youre the moon
Im a bat and youre the cave
Youre the beach and Im the wave

Stand up all you lovers in the world
Stand up and be counted every boy and every girl
Stand up all you lovers in the world
Starting up a brand new day

You're the pupil I'm the teacher
You're the church and I'm the preacher
You're the flower I'm the rain
You're the tunnel I'm the train

We can turn this ship around
We'll go up instead of down
You're the pan and I'm the handle
You're the flame and I'm the candle

Stand up all you lovers in the world
Stand up and be counted every boy and every girl
Stand up all you lovers in the world
Were starting up a brand new day...

and maybe if I hadn't been so upset over that "i", we could have worked things out.

and maybe if I had gone to the doctor like you suggested, we would still be happy.

and maybe if I had just not mentioned you being a pompous jacka$$, we would still be talking.

and maybe if I had not asked for your forgiveness, you wouldn't think I was unworthy.

and maybe if I had said how I really felt, things would have come to an end without as much drama.

and maybe if I had been there for you throughout the last three years, we would be happy together now.

and maybe if I had smiled at you that day, frankly my dear, you would have given a d***.

and maybe if I had gone home when you did, I would still be normal.

and maybe if I had not fought back we could have fixed it.

and maybe I just wish that you would understand what I did and why I did it... and where we stand now and what my problem is.

But I realize, in the face of all the relationships mentioned above, my best friends and boyfriends have all left me because it was my fault.

Maybe I am just too tired to be updating my lj.

But I've always used my lj to kinda whine.

You know what I wish for?

I wish you would find a way to come see me.

But you won't.

You never did.

Ooooh... look at me. I'm back on livejournal.

^_^ Now I'm gone again.

I has nothing to say...

I pwned the first one... now I am working through the 80s. I swear. I'm on the very last song (other than the encore) and I can't get it. Darn Electric eye. Just Darn it all. Anyways. I think I'm going to throw the PS2 out the window if I don't stop playing for a while. Yes, I am on expert. I'm not whining about not being able to beat medium. DARN IT ALL!!!!

I'm back on. Why am I on? I dunno... Honestly, it is really sad because I haven't updated in nearly a year now (if not a little over a year). I'm really surprised at a number of things. I still remember my darn passwords. A bunch of my friends are still updating on (what seems like) a pretty regular basis. I still understand how to navigate this page, even though I haven't had German in ages...

Yeah. I really don't have much to say. I doubt anyone will read this, so I have no reason to get everyone on the outside up to date with my life, and I really don't have anything important that I care to reminisce on by myself at this moment.

Okies. Gonna go crochet or something really old lady like... :P

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1. Tell her she is beautiful, try not to call her hot its kinda disrespectful

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just
for a second.

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice/ or myspace messages to wake up to.

5. Wrestle with her :)

6. don't go hang out with you ex when shes not
with you,you might not relize how badly it hurts her.

7. If youre talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her....let her know she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up (she loves it)

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she
doesn't like it

13. Make her laugh

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then TELL HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a
stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep),
jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts
(she'll most likely wear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with
his cologne!! and flowers or something occasionally.

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you
do when you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)

22.Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her something,
even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it
means all the world to HER.

25. when she gives you a present on your birthday,
Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her
you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may
not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think
you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute.
Girls don't necessarily have to have hour long
conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice
even for a quick hello.

27. Give her what she wants

28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually
mean the most.

29.dont hug her friends or your friends that are
girls cause she'll feel left out.

30.hang out with her whenever you are free and u
should be free to hang wit your girl friend all the time

31.If u care about her...SHOW her!

32.kiss her for no reason

I have no vehicle... and all my friends up here are in school...

0_o

If I have to put up with this much longer I am going to asplode.
-rocks back and forth-

Nah, it's all good.
It rained today. I took two naps as well. I am getting absolutely NOTHING done at all. Lol... oh well... not that it really matters.

I should be teaching myself how to write left handed... but I'm not. I should be weightlifting (with everything but my right hand)... but I'm not. I should be writing in my journal because someone will want to read it (long story)... but I'm not.

What is this world coming to?

The answer:
It's not. ^_^

The question of the century... where do I go to college?

I could put a huge list of pros and cons here, but I'd rather not be stoned to death for something that insignificant.

Had to put something besides desk for once.

So, it is back to the old "I'm bored to tears... let's check lj!!!" times.

OK, I know I am a pig, but I really want some pocky right now. ^_^

Question: Is Asha going to be on second floor this next year?

Anyways... broke my hand... my right hand, no less. >.<

Got a iaito... sword with a dulled blade.

Want to watch Trigun, but I only have the first four episodes. Someone Love me and let me borrow the rest when we get back to school, please.

Can't wait to get back to ASMS... life is dull here in Cullman.

Call me sometime.
256-810-3618

Home for the summer...

In Florence most of the time... with crappy internet.

My cell number is 256 810 3618, but it is dead right now.

Sorry if anyone has tried to call

CY'all later
~*LIZBET*~

Wow... it has been wayyyy too long!!!!!

Whee... I don't have anything to say, really... i am just procrastinating. :-P

Lol... bye people

Wow... this is amazing

I haven't been on in... forever and I have nothing to say.

Going home for easter break in a few days. Thursday to be exact.

We are staying in Cullman... dad got a raise and a new position at work, so he is staying there.

I'm bored to tears. Nothing going on in school, socially, or emotionally. I am a lame individual. ^_^

'nide

1. Tell her she is beautiful, try not to call her hot its kinda disrespectful

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just
for a second.

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice/ or myspace messages to wake up to.

5. Wrestle with her :)

6. don't go hang out with you ex when shes not
with you,you might not relize how badly it hurts her.

7. If youre talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her....let her know she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up (she loves it)

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she
doesn't like it

13. Make her laugh

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then TELL HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a
stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep),
jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts
(she'll most likely wear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with
his cologne!! and flowers or something occasionally.

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you
do when you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)

22.Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her something,
even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it
means all the world to HER.

25. when she gives you a present on your birthday,
Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her
you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may
not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think
you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute.
Girls don't necessarily have to have hour long
conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice
even for a quick hello.

27. Give her what she wants

28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually
mean the most.

29.dont hug her friends or your friends that are
girls cause she'll feel left out.

30.hang out with her whenever you are free and u
should be free to hang wit your girl friend all the time

31.If u care about her...SHOW her!

32.kiss her for no reason.

I'm updating.

This is weird...

Well, nothing has happened in a while on campus. I go to the deaf and blind school Tuesday and get to meet everyone and set up my working times.

Weirdness... I saw the crane that got hit by a ship and killed that guy here in mobile... the place was a wreck.

Maria and I moved into a bigger room.

It's Kitty and Jessica Tang's old room.

-sigh- those were the days... the good old days of Bible Black and hot tea. ^_^


-Lizbet-

A good friend will come bail you out of jail.











A best friend will be sitting right next to you saying, 'Man, we screwed up.'

Romanji
Aishiteta to nakeku niwa
Amarinimo toki wa sugite shimatta
Mada kokoro no hokorobi wo
Iyasenu mama kaze ga fuiteru
Hitotsu no mede asu wo mite
Hitotsu no mede kinou mitsumeteru
Kimi no ai no yurikagode
Mo ichido yasurakani nemuretara

Kawaita hitomi de dareka naite kure

The real folk blues
Honto no kanashimi ga shiritai dake
Doro no kawa ni tsukatta
Jinsei mo waruku wa nai
Ichido kiri de owaru nara

Kibouni michita zetsubou to
Wana ga shikakerareteru kono CHANSU
Nani ga yokute warui no ka
KOIN no omote to kura mitaita

Doredake ikireba iyasareru no darou

The real folk blues
Honto no yorokobiga shiritai dake
Hikaru mono no subete ga ougon towakagiranai

The real folk blues
Honto no kanashimi ga shiritai dake
Doro no kawa ni tsukatta
Jinsei mo waruku wa nai
Ichido kiri de owaru nara

English Translation
Too much time has passed by to
lament that we were deeply in love
The wind keeps blowing, while my heart
cannot heal all the tears in it
Watching tomorrow with one eye
while keeping the other on yesterday
If only I could peacefully sleep
in the cradle of your love, again

Someone, cry for me with parched eyes

The real folk blues
I only want to know what true sadness is
Sitting in muddy water
isn't such a bad life
if it ends after the first time

Despair filled with hope
and this chance with a trap set
What's right or wrong?
It's like two sides of a coin

How long must I live till I'm healed

The real folk blues
I only want to know true happiness is
All that glitters is not gold

The real folk blues
I only want to know what true sadness is
Sitting in muddy water
isn't such a bad life
if it ends after the first time

Alive... not doing anything important..

^_^

"This is just a dream..."

"Yeah, a really bad dream."



Well, 2005 is over. I have no resolutions. I find that if I start making stupid goals it only upsets me when I can't keep them.

I have gained about ten pounds over this break... gotta get back to running when we get back to ASMS. ^_^

About to go make some brownies and chocolate chip cookies for some of my friends at school.

Chris wants some, but I'm thinking about holding off on that. ^_^ Mainly because of the last incident where I gave a guy cookies... he didn't even say thank you and criticized the way they were made. Yeah, that hurt... still upsets me and I don't like giving people my cooking because of it, but whatever.

Anyways... got new clothes... not too proud of.

LORELEI: I GOT YOU SOCKS!!! YAY!!! lolz I felt bad about the bible, so I found you some nice socks. I remember last year you hated the fact that no one ever got you any... and I ran out of cash before I could get you them, but I did get you some this year. ^_^

DANIELLE.. YOU MADE MY DAY!!! YAY FOR JACKETS!!! I WILL BE WARM!!

SHAUNA; I GOT YOU SOMETHING!!! Don't let me forget to get it to you before you go to church next, I think it would look nice with that skirt...

JON'' Thanks for the DVD... I'll get it back to you ASAP at school... It was hilarious. ^_^

STEVEN Z: Still not sure about your name spelling... but whatever... we made you some haystacks and brownies... you had better eat them. ^_^

MARIA: Well, you already got your gift, but still... thanks for the dinner ^_^ IT WAS AWESOME!!

EVERYONE ELSE: I ran out of time... so I'll continue in this vein next time I'm really bored. ^_^

BROWNIE TIME!!!

well, still alive and kicking... amazingly

Mom and I got into it this afternoon and I saw her truly angry for the first time in my life. Then she saw me at my worst. It's a wonder there wasn't a physical fight. >.<*

tired... and already packing to go back to Mobile.

Weird things are happening... I want to talk to... someone... I don't know who yet, but someone...

I know I've lost it.

~*E*~

Yeah, it was actually an OK birthday.

Chris and Oliver didn't get to come over.

Mom, Dad, and I went to Huntsville. They got upset at some lame people in one of the stores that they went into. I just laughed at them for going in there.

I have all of my close friend's presents... except for Shauna. Still looking.

Maria picked me up last night... we went and saw Narnia and then ate in Decatur. Honestly, her family is the best. I'm embarassed to ever have her over here now. >.<*

Christmas was good as well... I had fun at the grandparents. Got the new Fiddleworms album and a mini digital camera. That was all the "fun" stuff. The rest of it was necessary clothes and crap like that.

-sigh-

Anyways.

See y'all in 2006... and someone call me. I hate this seclusion from the world. ^_^

256-810-3618

~*E*~